Sometimes when you meet somebody, you tend to behave slightly different from your usual self. I’m not sure about other people, but sometimes I tend to do that. Especially when I’m facing someone who makes me feel uneasy, in a sense that make me feel not so confidence. I don’t know how to tell that kind of feeling, but it’s there and I don’t know why. Yeah, I guess I’m just lack of self-confidence.
But sometimes, I have this extraordinary courage, or I prefer to call it – chutzpah, when I face a certain situations. Like, I don’t know, just a sudden rush of adrenaline, maybe… Oh yeah I know, when I’m facing people who look great, and especially when I don’t know them, I kinda feel small. But if thru conversations that I get a little bit of them, maybe I’ll regain my confidence. These all happens very quickly, I mean the inconfidence and regained confidence thingies. Because people who is not sharp enough will not notice it. And maybe the people around you are like that as well; it’s just that you don’t notice anything because they happen in a split sec…
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