black black november... i donno y, but started from last year, my novembers is full of surprises, pack with a lot of problems, and always bring me to tears... should i call it black november, or the growth month? without all these troubles, and joys, and tears, i'll never be stronger. i'm more independent, and have more responsibility... so i guess it’s a good thing after all... oh yeah i know, i shall call these days, the bitter-sweet times...